You are what you think about all day

You are what you think about all day.

Let's apply to this to a job situation. You are at your job because it provides you with certainty, but not because you love it. The job gives you certainty through a paycheck, which in then gives you a roof over your head, food in your belly and the ability to buy synthetic happiness that provides you with temporary happiness.

Now you can really change the vibrations and frequencies you are portraying about your job...these may be, "My job sucks, I hate this job, I don't like my co-workers, I don't like the hours, etc". You can sit there and continue to think about this all day along and make yourself even more miserable or you can begin to change your thought patterns. Instead, focus on how you want to feel on the job, and this feeling will guide to your right career path.

Every morning wake up with gratitude that you have a job, a roof over your head and money to put food in your belly. Ask your higher self, your intuition, to come forth and guide you through your day. This will put your thought frequencies at a higher vibration when you allow your higher self to intervene. If you feel yourself getting frustrated/annoyed/pissed bring all your energy back into thinking about something that you absolutely love (it can be a person, place, thing, etc), this feeling of love will let you tap back into your higher self.

As you continue your day and head off to work...start to feel the things you want to feel on the job.
For example:

I want to feel inspired on the job. I want to wake up each morning excited to go to work, knowing that I am making a difference in people's lives that allows me to further my spiritual growth.

Focus on the feeling of love, contentment and joy....and really believe in the things you are feeling.
Trust me, you'll see a shift in your work day and even time will fly by.

You Are Enough!

Many times we are too afraid to step out, let the world hear our voice, share what we have to offer all because of this little nonsense voice inside our heads that somehow talks us into believing that we are not good enough, and perhaps that we may never be enough. Stop right here, because you know what, as you are...you are enough, you are in fact abundant. Think about it, you are a walking, talking, and breathing miracle...living in paradise, you just have to awaken yourself to it, and be willing to realize it. If you have dreams, passions, goals or aspirations...follow through. It doesn't matter if you think its not "original" or  its not good enough, because it is. We all have our own contribution and services to give to the world, its coming from you, that in itself is unique.

Here is an example:
Your favorite singer never followed their dream/passion and never wrote that one song you love just because there are already too many extraordinary singers out there, like The Beatles. But think about it in this way, had they not been willingly to follow their dream/passion...they would have never gotten to be your favorite singer. In that same way, you have something to offer to the world that will resonate with someone else...think of it as how can I be of service to others?

Anything you have a burning desire to do, do it...and don't go down the what if highway. Its not about comparison or competition that will get you far, but its about looking at it from a place of service and realizing that you have a gift to offer. You are you, and that in itself is a huge deal!

The Chaos in my Mind

I've been utterly lost of late, as if though my mind is on cruise control with an unknown destination. I'm alive, but I'm not feeling anything...as if I'm in deep sleep paralysis. Some days I get these tiny bursts of energy that re-awaken my soul, but they only last for a mere few moments, and then I go back into a state of numbness. It feels as though inside my brain there is a giant concrete wall that build itself to create a division. To one side lie my thoughts, feelings, emotions, inspiration and creativity, and to other side a dead, lifeless routine that is my current reality. When I begin to ponder about it and try to understand it, my brain doesn't want to cooperate and I get an overwhelming feeling of stuckness...stuck in my own misery, guided by my Ego who is using one trick after another to fog up my path a little bit more everyday. A feeling of hopelessness, unworthiness and powerlessness constantly looms over my head as if it is trying to hold my head steady so I can pay 100% attention to it. The minute I allow myself to shake them off, I feel as though, thoughts, good ones are flowing through my head again. I want these good ones to stay, ingrain themselves in my mind, become the blanket that lays over my Ego and puts it to sleep....forever.

Each day is a constant battle to break down this giant concrete wall, in order to lift and rise from my own misery...to move forward, to make my reality something better...something guided by passion, love, dedication, and an awareness of how can I help to be of service to others...to ultimately live out my purpose, the reason why I am.

Although I'm not yet sure of my purpose, but something from within tells me to write, write everything that my mind dictates to my hand...in there somewhere lies my purpose...that is slowly awakening from its somber sleep to a state of realization and action. To perform the daily action of what truly makes me feel alive, as each cell in my body works harmoniously together to become this big ball of energy guided by spirit, and spirit only.